Posts tagged "Love"

No one told me..

No one told me..That once I got VF, I’d be scared of dust storms.

No one told me..That driving by construction sites would make me turn off the air conditioner. 

No one told me..That I’d have “day at hospital” on my calendar at least twice a week.

No one told me..That my children would have to answer questions about why their mom isn’t like everyone elses.

No one told me..That I’d wish I was just diabetic again.

No one told me..That bad days would become the norm.

No one told me..That good days are my old bad days.

No one told me..That I could be this strong.

No one told me..That I would have this much love and support.

No one told me.. That my family would get closer, bond tighter.

No one told me.. That life would be this beautiful, that I’d appreciate everything more.

I’m glad no one told me, because then I’d of not been suprised. I love this crazy tragic, sometimes almost magic awful beautiful life. 




Today

We played Mario Kart, I lost a lot but won one game I think.  In case you forgot, I’m a sore loser. I had fun anyways. 




I love..

Andrew, you’ve done the impossible, I believe in happy endings even when the ending may not be so happy, because of you. You are my everything, it hurts more for me to imagine you being in pain than any pain I’ve endured thus far. You’re worth my physical pain, but I’m not worth yours. 







Just in case…

In case you forgot, here it is, forever on the web laid out in black and white. I loved you more than anything I can write down, but in case when I’m gone you forget. I love you. I love you today, I loved you yesterday, I love the you I have now and the you I had 4 years ago. I am lucky, and blessed, having you in my life is everything to me. I made this blog so that when that moment comes, and you forget, here it is. Everything about me I can possibly fit into one space. 

Welcome to my blog, a space to perserve who I am.




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