May 2012
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May 13th
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May 13th
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In case you forget...
stopshootingisurrendedlastweek: <3 I love being in the mists beta
May 13th
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May 13th
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May 8th
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November 2011
5 posts
Nov 26th
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Nov 26th
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Nov 26th
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Nov 26th
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Nov 26th
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October 2011
4 posts
Oct 30th
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Oct 23rd
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Oct 23rd
41 notes
I love you, You're going to make it
Me, on my white board.. I’ve not spoken in 22 days now. I’m tired.  Talking about doing surgery monday, planning on doing surgery monday, running tests in preparation for monday. My husband runs his hand through my hair and says, “I love you, you’re going to make it, I love you.” and all I can think is. OK. I will make it for you. I will make it because you LOVE ME...
Oct 22nd
September 2011
15 posts
I ruin my own happiness
No matter what. I find a way to fuck up being content and happy. 
Sep 27th
2 tags
I need someone on my side.
I can’t do it right now, I need someone to stand up and shout at the world that I AM FREAKING OUT. I feel really sick and weak. I feel like I’m falling apart. I need someone to be on my side and fight for me, I can’t fight anymore.
Sep 25th
What doesn't kill you...
only prolongs the amount of time you have to wish it would make up it’s sissy mind and kill you or go the fuck away.
Sep 20th
Sep 14th
Sep 14th
Sep 14th
5 tags
Sep 12th
Sep 12th
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Sep 12th
5,491 notes
Sep 12th
Lovely bones quote
I was here for a moment, and then I was gone. I wish you all a long and happy life
Sep 12th
Sep 12th
Being able to breathe
Changes my personality 180 degrees. i’m a lot easier to get along with if I don’t feel like I’m drowning in my lungs. They drained over a liter of fluid off my lungs and suddenly I’m content and able to sleep. Well i’ll be damned, breathing is important.  
Sep 12th
sick. again. part 1109
Hospitalized for high fever, possible endocarditis. I feel like SHIT. I’m trying so hard to keep everyone else calm, so I can be upset and anxious alone.
Sep 11th
Sep 1st
August 2011
42 posts
Aug 28th
4 tags
Aug 25th
6 tags
Aug 25th
5 tags
Nothing really fixes being a bad human being
It’s funny how quickly you went from the scumbag only I recognize to a scumbag everyone recognizes. I could finally tell my side of the story. Sometimes good things happen to bad people, but sometimes, on occasion the bad things that happen to good people turn into good things!! I took on your lemons and had a nice tall drink, and continued kicking ass. Have fun in exordium cleptic, I hope...
Aug 24th
1 note
Please stop leaving me, I can’t handle it with everything else. Please. 
Aug 20th
Abandonment
When people I don’t like al ot leave me, I still feel abandoned. 
Aug 20th
Catharsis
Erasing your guild page every few days is helping me get over how angry I still am. I deserve to be mad, but i don’t need to stay mad. It’s a work in progress. 
Aug 19th
For those who are following..
I was diagnosed with a blood clotting disorder, autoimmune acquired von willebrands disease. On pills now and should be back home soonish.
Aug 17th
5 tags
Aug 17th
47 notes
5 tags
Aug 17th
Aug 17th
Just so you know
Clint, i’d of been a better friend to you had you grown some testicles within the year I knew you. It just never happened
Aug 15th